| im getting sick of this. It's my freakin life let me live gosh darn parents
Can't wait too leave
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| what do you do when your sad,angry,depressed cause i do something horrible which i need too stop but i dont know what too do with my anger
i gave myself a tattoo today it doesn't look the best but i'll probably touch it up later on in the week
Abbey is amazing i love that girl so much
-Joel
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i dont feel good inside im angry at my life and i dont want it anymore i want a new life start over again not have too live here going through each day doing nothing wishing that life had a meaning it feels like i have no future so whats the point in carrying on with this pointless life of mine. i want too be with Abbey thats all i want i think i dont know what i want i basically live for monday night or any other time i see her i wish i could be with her more and not be the shy loser i am
i dont if anyone reads these anymore but im still here whats left of me
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| Secondhand Serenade Maybe
Didn't you want to hear
The sound of all the places we could go
Do you fear
The expressions on the faces we don't know
It's a cold, hard road when you wake up
And I don't think that I
Have the strength to let you go
Maybe it's just me
Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye and your calm, hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place
There goes my ring
It might as well have been shattered
And I'm here to sing
About the things that mattered
About the things that made us feel alive for oh, so long
About the things that kept you on my side when I was wrong
Maybe it's just me
Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye and your calm, hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place
And someday
I promise I'll be gone
And someday
I might even sing this song to you
I might even sing this song to you, to you, to you
And I was crying alone tonight
And I was wasting all of my life just thinking of you
So just come back we'll make it better
So just come back
I'll make it better than it ever was
I'll make it better than it ever was
Maybe it's just me
Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye and your calm, hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place
Maybe it's just me
Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye and your calm, hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place
this song is awesome im still here wishing for a better life or that i was just better at my life....i dont know anymore
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| so i haven't been on here in forever but xanga is really awesome though
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